Wish I could list all of 'em down right here right now...but i decide otherwise
because it will only highlight them in bright red for me, like the exit signs in the
movie halls, i cant possibly ignore 'em thereafter, they'll end up staring at my face all the time. EEKS! very undesirable!
Some people just piss me off...i dont even know who exactly I'm talkin about.
But that really doesnt matter, cuz the frustration has hit the roof. These people
have this uncanny ability to put me off by jus blurting out something that they dont
mean, or pretend to be somethingelse that they are not. Worse still is when just the mere thought of the deeds of some, trigger those "ANNOY NOW!" chemicals in my head for no apparent reason and sends my mood for a toss.
It really takes a lot to push me to the edge, but some people know just how to do it. I can put up with boring souls, bored souls, and sometimes even with the whining souls, but my pure turnoffs are those faces that wear a smile to camouflage the malicious intention thatz lurking beneath and also the lips that utter the most insincere words with no real meaning to them whatsoever.
I really dont want to be loading myself with negative emotions, i cant afford it now. So people! Have some some mercy on me, dont say things that you might wanna revoke in the future, dont tell me i mean a lot to you when i dont, dont say that u missed me when u didnt, dont cook up stories to cover the truth, I'm better off with the truth, and
FINALY - Dont tell me that i'd be one tht'd come to your mind, when an asteroid falls through your roof to land on your head!
But all said n done -
Though I'm so tired of this crapload, I want to forgive you all, because I beleive that in forgiveness - Healing begins.
Not for you but for me!